Quick update, more on song writting

Hello everyone,

Sorry about the inactivity lately, been a bit busy, stuff has happened thats not been too great.
You know, all of that type if thing.

And it's caused me to have quite a witting fit haha.

My tourettes has got considerably worse since the stress has come back,
Finding it hard to have any control over it but I'm looking towards Uni, sort of like my bright light at the end of this very long tunnel.

Any ho,
I would like to share with you some lyrics I wrote about the time I'm going through,
I'm pretty sure my lyrics, if you piece them all together, would make my life story haha.

Enjoy them, tell me what you think, I would love to hear from you!

I won't let this go down beside me,
It just can't go this far,
And everything I ever did for you,
I won't let it be all for this

If I ever had to let you go,
I just hope I wouldn't know.

Where everything you know of me,
Will never truly leave.

I won't let this go down beside me,
This just won't go down without me.

And everything we ever held,
I would hold again without thinking twice.
The lessons I have not learn't
Will come back to haunt me again.

But I just can't let this go down beside me,
And you know I won't let you go.
Not even if you, try,

It doesn't matter how long you wait,
I will never forget you.
It doesn't matter how much you take,
I will still do anything for you.

I won't let this go down beside me,
And I won't let you too.

I still cherish every near miss,
Everything that we once meant.
And I still smile from all those times,
Those times we don't regret.

But now I regret even meeting you,
And all the ache that you've caused.
How I wish that we didn't know
Oh how I wish we never knew...

Shes been all that I can think,
What has she done to me,
I'm thinking alone of all the pain,
But if I'm selfish you've made me that way

If I'm selfish I still want you.

I can't let this go down beside me,
And I won't you go down beside me.

No I can't,
No I won't let this go down,
Beside me....

Regards,
Mark